Move out? Wait up...

Feel very bored at work recently.. feeling that I am repeating some routime job that has no values... The job nature itself is going nowhere.. I really don't feel like continuing.. however... I am not willing to give up just like that either.. because if I leave now.. I would never know what would I get in return for all the efforts I have put in this year... and I haven't got the chance to voice out and fight for what I want.. I don't even yet have the chance to fight for myself and receive the outcome .. How can I just give up? So..I will just wait up...

A New Look... Some updates...

You know... As I have spent very little time and effort to maintain my blog.. And I feel quite upset about it actually.. I have decided to give it a new look today by switching to a new template.. Haha... this is the easiest and fastest way to make the blog look a bit different... comparing to sitting in fornt of my computer.. cracking my head to think of what to write for the new post... and enduring the lousy performance of the wireless network connection...

Actually I have been quite relax at work for the past weeks.. Partly because I managed to clear several complicated and time consuming projects off my work list... and another reason is that I am getting demotivated about continuing with the job.. I find it meaningless to continue the job like this.. I need more kicks to keep my going on... otherwise.. I may need to consider the other options.. and in fact I have already started to prepare myself for that posssibility.. it just started this week.. and I hope that I would have the motivation to keep it up... but I know it's difficult.. as I grow older.. I tend to get less self disciplined... I know about it..:-p

Today I have been quite wilful... I saw the guy who I don't really like... or more precisely.. despised.. was eating bee hoon for the breakfast.. and I just can't help saying something nasty to him.. I said: "Hey.. your bee hoon looks liek rubber band leh".. It's a silly comments right?? I know it.. If it were other people.. I think I would not have say it out although this is really what I was thinking at that moment.. But to him.. and today.. I just let it out.. I don't care.. People might think.. "Hey.. how old are you already.. Can't you just be matured a bit?".. Haha.. who cares.. Just want to let the wilful side of me out once a while...